Lonely me or for Lonely!

Not a big day today. Just another boring that already passed my life. Now it's leaving me! I wonder, maybe I can get something different, something strange to fill my life with another color of wonderful imagination. I just fall a slept. It's really not easy to be something like that, and Yes, I say it Something!!!I actually really have no idea about what to write here. Since the last time I came here, I just sit in front of the computer and quite. It's Silent! You know, the music were bringing a strange melody to my life, it come pass through my soul, but it's really strange music! I don't know about it.

When you loved someone, can you imagine not being able to hold them, not being able to lived without them, not being able smile to them and even not being able to walk without them? I know it's hard to find something that people dying to know about their other, the one that they love. But when that feeling comes to you, even your own self is not deserve to wanting it to come, it just came it self! What do I write here???

Love is feeling, knowing, needing, bleeding, flying, seeing, drinking, swimming, living, leaving, haunting, dying, killing and killing from staying away from you because I can't leave you and that's why I always want to BE with you! Is that wrong? Or maybe I'm just gone mad to say something like that! Do you know how is it hard to know that you've fallen in love with someone? Passing your Life Introduction to Live Introduction and guide you to your own Love Introduction? Do you know that how hard for me to running away from this feeling? Although I know that I don't even want to love YOU, but it just came it self without notice me at all! What a words~! Even an A means a lot for people who deeply fallen in Love with Someone! 

A means a lot! Ask that word a question, what do you get? Do you Love me? Do you even know that I'm dying to know that I love You or not? I'm sick maybe because of You!!!

I Love you just the way that Rose that be able to staying alive weather in the Ice, as same as that stone that being able to be so perfectly amazing of a wonderful creation of human made to be a Diamond Ring! Can you feel it? Can you even figure out about it? Can you know how hard it is to staying away from a Love like that? A Love that always filling your soul away? Can You LONE? (Lonely I mean, I'm just lonely) Who the hell is fucking care about that?

How can it's become a reality when your self is staying away for the reality? I have no idea about it! But at least I know that I'm trying to be in love only with my own wife! At least I try! My wife always leave me 3 cigarettes with a black coffee and a note! She said she always love me! At least I have that... ^ ^

And I love you too my Lovely Wife!

Thanks to you for reading my blog, it's just wasting time reading such a useless post like this! I have nothing to share I just can put all inside something here to be words on white page!