Non Sense

Feel like years...

I stay in calm, starring at the moon, the light's really fascinating brightly. Sometimes, when you look at the skies, starring at the clouds, it makes you wonder about how can it become like that, then you're aback with its' light, where exactly it comes from, where the right conclusion of the sun light shoot is. It always makes you wonder, curious, astonish, marvel and even amaze with all the lying thing like that, well that was for me.

Hell like nuts...

I could leave now if I want, I even could take my breath away every when I want, I could stop my beating heart, and I could release my spirit away from my body. Right now, right here in front of all the life, it's just an easy things for me, I'm the only one, The God.

Nature comes old...

Every single thing I saw is saw me back, right the way I stand. They're talking to me, speak to me like every old man in an old folks. Actually, it's not a big damn thing, a lot of people knows it. You know, it feels terrible, fucking mess, your ears just will dizzy, humming hardly 'cause you always hear a lot of bloody different voices stuck in it, they're screaming like an odds.

Human turns god...

I still thinking about it, becoming to be and transform to be. It's like such an old fashioned loop with every better luck that they've build to the very end of their earnings agenda. High and low with every different pressure, one twenty degrees under the dead line. It's not that quite enough until people recognizing what they thought that have to be, or already transform to be, something to another thing, something to something. What's something? Still become another question, a quest of every questioner quote. Like all the kids, I've told you before, a lot of times, replacing and renewing, repeat it again and over again. It's the same thing with shame and ashamed, ember and gambler.

Do you have any better idea? or maybe the question is, is there any better thought? Any better thought about what every word? Why do you care? I mean, why do I care? I care not at the same time I care a lot. Why is all the thing have to discuss? Have they already forgot about every other poet that told their self that they're being able to make a very conclusion of earth words?

I'm nothing...

You're nothing...

They're also nothing...

We're all just a non sense...

I'm lucky at least...

At any rate...

At any let...

At least I try, you know...

What the hell is this non sense all about!!!???

Lovely Lots

===Lovely Lots===

Night comes

Along with less

Lone and mess

Stuck with stress

I can't feel my leg

My stomach get ache

My body feel the edge

I'm blind like lake

It's been along

Not talk not share

With you my wing

My wine my tale

I can't hang like this anymore

But I promise you I could stand

Stay awake while you sleep and role

Put a smile pure with wonder and land

I owe you when I adore

I burn to you when I mind

I love you when you have no fore

What things I could share

Even when I know

I don't deserve to have my last chance

When all the law

Can't trans the word I spend to change

I feel you here

Not the way I see you

Sooner or later dear

I'm not being able to lose you

Not again, even never

To lose you

That's enough

I don't want to say

I love you though

Or fly like wood's way

But I dare to cough

When I find any why

I can't sold or bought

For you my every way

There're millions

Maybe Billions

But nothing could be tons

To lift all this words

To throw all this rose

Away for your pose

My Dear Lovely Lots

---Peter Shaw Lydhanson---

 

Lonely me or for Lonely!

Not a big day today. Just another boring that already passed my life. Now it's leaving me! I wonder, maybe I can get something different, something strange to fill my life with another color of wonderful imagination. I just fall a slept. It's really not easy to be something like that, and Yes, I say it Something!!!I actually really have no idea about what to write here. Since the last time I came here, I just sit in front of the computer and quite. It's Silent! You know, the music were bringing a strange melody to my life, it come pass through my soul, but it's really strange music! I don't know about it.

When you loved someone, can you imagine not being able to hold them, not being able to lived without them, not being able smile to them and even not being able to walk without them? I know it's hard to find something that people dying to know about their other, the one that they love. But when that feeling comes to you, even your own self is not deserve to wanting it to come, it just came it self! What do I write here???

Love is feeling, knowing, needing, bleeding, flying, seeing, drinking, swimming, living, leaving, haunting, dying, killing and killing from staying away from you because I can't leave you and that's why I always want to BE with you! Is that wrong? Or maybe I'm just gone mad to say something like that! Do you know how is it hard to know that you've fallen in love with someone? Passing your Life Introduction to Live Introduction and guide you to your own Love Introduction? Do you know that how hard for me to running away from this feeling? Although I know that I don't even want to love YOU, but it just came it self without notice me at all! What a words~! Even an A means a lot for people who deeply fallen in Love with Someone! 

A means a lot! Ask that word a question, what do you get? Do you Love me? Do you even know that I'm dying to know that I love You or not? I'm sick maybe because of You!!!

I Love you just the way that Rose that be able to staying alive weather in the Ice, as same as that stone that being able to be so perfectly amazing of a wonderful creation of human made to be a Diamond Ring! Can you feel it? Can you even figure out about it? Can you know how hard it is to staying away from a Love like that? A Love that always filling your soul away? Can You LONE? (Lonely I mean, I'm just lonely) Who the hell is fucking care about that?

How can it's become a reality when your self is staying away for the reality? I have no idea about it! But at least I know that I'm trying to be in love only with my own wife! At least I try! My wife always leave me 3 cigarettes with a black coffee and a note! She said she always love me! At least I have that... ^ ^

And I love you too my Lovely Wife!

Thanks to you for reading my blog, it's just wasting time reading such a useless post like this! I have nothing to share I just can put all inside something here to be words on white page!

Words

Something inspiring came from no where!

I just feel that I what write here is unnecessary come from me, what to say, I can't do anything.

My wife said something on paper before she went to the office! She said "Take your time and your words back to you Honey! It's easy to you, that's why I love you!" Then she wrote 'Kiss to You'

Well... What I feel is something that everyone can feel about it too!

It's like this "Do you feel what I feel? Because if you don't, I don't know too about it!"

Once Again... Just words!

But Words it's something that really can make you dying... that's another reason of why people love the Words. Talking, it brings them to the death, and they like it for sure!

But find it on other Blogs! Take your time to keep your words! Stop Talking, It's killing you! So Stop Talking... Stop Talking... and Stop Talking...

It's clear enough, is it?

There's only one thing that has a clear view in one of the other unclear view of unclearnes. I don't even know about that, I really have no Idea about what I write here. It just came its self!

Though it's true, just wishing you not to go to the triangle! It's Dangerous! Look at the Map!

All Doubt Aside! An Amazing Starlight Song!

"Your Starlight

 Over Shine the Moon Light

 And you know my Eyes cry

 When Lifting Sun"

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I thought it was like that, the first verse of Starlight. It was really a good song, a Mellow Dramatic of an Alternative Classic song for me.

You should hear it: Here's the Demo, on All Doubt Aside Last FM: All Doubt Aside - Starlight

All Doubt Aside is a band from Southwest of England. Formed in 2006 and consist of Shane Shepard, Sean Jones, Andrew Young and Dan Standerwick. It started after DFR (Seans, Drews and Dans former band) split up, so they formed this band along with Shane. So far All Doubt Aside have been playing for a few months and written a couple of songs. And since 2007 it's moving on, write another song to song, and it's still Shane Shepard and Andrew Young who fit in the band.

From that time, All Doubt Aside is new to music, and begin they influence to release their first Album and Tours. The air of love, the mix of country side and small town was really influence their songwriting.

This recent time, All Doubt Aside were searching for Bassist Player, a dedicate and good one.

"Well I pray and I pray

 And I don't Believe in God

 To ease all your pain

 To stop you fading away"

"Cause I let you slip away...

 And I let you slip away...

 From me..."

 Shane as the the Lead Vocal has a really unique voice, the way he sing Starlight is really amazing, his voice were become one with the soul of his guitar, so the music was perfect.

It's not only in their song 'Starlight'. All Doubt Aside is ready to go with their high music quality. Read their Blog here: All Doubt Aside Blog! It's up to date, to know more about this amazing band from Southwest of England! ^ ^

Well... All Doubt Aside is one the great band that I know, Visit their link on Facebook Page: All Doubt Aside

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If I'm not wrong... This is one of Starlight lyrics that I like most!

"No I'm Alone

 Disconnected the Telephone

 And all quite hell

 Where no noises allowed"

"Cause I let you Slip away...

 And I let you slip away...

 From me..."

All Doubt Aside - Starlight.

Well, I just write the lyrics by listening, I have a bad hearing but I hope it's like that, beside... I like it that way.

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I don't know... This is Yesterday or not... (AMAZON SPECIAL)

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How much you spend words from your mouth is how much you try to show bleed of your self'

I remember the old man that I met in Lake City, Viborg. He said that quote to me, wondering why my lief seems to be like this, then he told me about counting your hair is better than counting your words a day. Well... there's nothing to do with that, but right now...

I don't know why my mind wants me to say something. It wasn't on my controll, I don't why I want to say something right now. Still sitting here, look out the dark grey clouds that moving in the sky, I just want to say that...

I just want to say, Happy Birth day. I never know what it does mean. Is Happy Birthday really excist? Is there a Happy Birthday? I never live, but it's tru that I want to say it right now, I never lie to you. Not ever...

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Then Again...

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Always like this...

Yesterday Tomorrow (AMAZON SPECIAL)

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'How much they love somebody is how much they spend their money to somebody'

Someone told me about love. Love is where a lot of money was spending out, there's a love.

It always like this, blue sky, dark grey clouds, wind, and every time always like this. I don't feel that it was the end of the world since the last time I saw you, you were wear a black clothe with a dark skirt. Seems blue, that day passed far away behind me, but I'm still being able to see you right in front of my eye. Just like before, the time when we used to play 'hide and seek' together. You always hide in the tiny hole under the big tree, and I always became the one who had to seek you. I'm always being the seeker. It used to be like that, you hide, and I seek. It was fun and funny although I never know how I wasn't being able to find you. It's already left far away from me. I remember too, how we used to play 'The Opera' for days. You've always said 'Why can't you remember the script? At least try to remember one word! Can you be seriously although just a bit?' and you said it thousand times. Repeat it over again, day to day, over and over again. I didn't know too, how I wasn't able to remember the script although just one word. Long time ago, it’s been really while. I used not to be like this, and this place I know...

"Get off the way you asshole!!!"

"Poor man, you're not deserve to live, die you dork!"

Some people come from no where, they're kicking the old man who carries a really big bag on him. The old man just not be able to do anything, he fall down to the ground with all of his stuff and got kicked by them, they're three of them.

I was sitting on the bridge where I used to sit with you, looking at those guys kicking the old poor man down. I'm still sitting over there, just starring at them with an empty view.

"HAHAHA... Poor old man, die you, you're useless!!!" One of them says it aloud.

"Come, we should hurry and run!" The other one take some stuff and run away, followed by the other two.

I see the old man, lie dying on earth, he's bleeding, his stuff went everywhere around him, messed up. I'm still looking at him, wondering my old place used not to be like this, I'm still thinking maybe I come to the wrong place. What's the hell is wrong with them, he just an old man. The old man trying to wake up, he's trying hard to stand up and collect all of his stuff that mess on the ground, but he can't. He falls down again. Just lying on the ground, feeling hurt and suffering. Not awhile, he's trying again to stand up and walks away, leaving his stuff. He walks leaving me behind, far away from the bridge. I'm still be able to see him when he far enough for the bridge and willing to turn left at the corner of the street. It's far enough from the where I stay.

I wasn't be able to move my body, I'm still freezing at the where I sit, starring at old man that can't be seen anymore. Gosh... what's that!!! What the hell I was doing just then!!!

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Yesterday Now

... Someone has already said, the the one he believe in, could be the one that he always love...

Some words just made to spend out, to share...

Like Before...

"... You give your music to my heart, you tell me your song, the beautiful melody of yours, the wonderful note of rythm. You show me my life with your music to pass the Yesterday, to leaving the Yesterday, to throw the Yesterday away, to forget my regretness of today. You always make me feel to stay where I am now, to do what I do now, to say what I'm saying today. You make me learn about Yesterday, to fill my life with Passion of a little Patience, fill my life with loving to live, fill my life with leaving the Yesterday, and doing what today. You tell me that live is a music, that our life is a Beautiful Melody of Music. A rythm of a song, a note of a sound. That is everybody, everybody is a music, their life is a music, and you tell me how you fill your day with how you make your music to your life. I love you, I always love you, and it's a Live Introduction for me, for you or even for us. For doing a Passion of a little Patience, for Loving and Living, and for a Beautiful Music of Live."

Every decision that people made to live is just another thing that people believe to move.

A Huge war of warning is another symbol of a big crash of life.

Every second we move just make us not to learn anything, to change anything.

When we start to take our game, it's time to end our game too.

If you think it will be boring, then it will be.

If you think it will be dying, then it will be.

And if you think it will be lost, then it mus be.

"I just never really know about what it feels like, I never wanted to do such a different thing than I've ever done or I am doing. My mistake is too many, too much maybe. until it can't be count by human's brain. I'm a lost figure of everything."

This day, life is still moving on. Birds are singing, leafs are dancing, the sun shine is shining brightly. Clouds are wonderful, with the blue sky acompany them, become one like the most beautiful thing on earth. There's nothing on earth better than clouds, clouds everything, it's always better than everything. Every morning people wish a better life than before. But sometime, people can't recognize what's exactly they want, their mind just plays tricks to fool them to wondering what they want. That's why people love Yesterday, and always wishing that tomorrow will be better. If tomorrow is worst they're stuck, if tomorrow just same they're stand still, and if tomorrow's better they're move on. One thing that people doesn't understand at all, is that they're thinking without know what they are, they don't know who they are, that's why their mind always playing tricks to them. Well, if you say not everybody is like that, and maybe you just take a few sample of people's life that thought their life is a cruse, broken, full of trouble, poor, or maybe a trash. I'm going to say, Yes, you're right. But in the other side, it's not that simple. Because everybody is the same thing that already been made to feel a different things that they thought is different. No matter you love your life, or you hate your life. You and me is just the same thing, the same people, not to do with gender. When we say it was delicious, the taste is same, Delicious. When it was bad, it's bad, and your heart's always say a better thing, it won't be lie to you. A lot of books were made, a lot of articles were publish, people live so they has to learn, because they're learning, consep by consep's begin to show up in thier mind, and then they're trying to make their own consep and show it to others. We live just to make our own consep of life, but sometime we're trying to be the best consep maker that make everbody else believe in what we wrote. We're playing to be the best, to be most tired people on earth. Why we can make a consep by consep to our life? Because we are alive, and we live. We learn, we read, we see, and we feel. No matter they write it on paper or not, they're making their consep. No matter they figure it, or they don't, we are a real sample of life.

Do you know what do you read today?

Do you know what am I doing today?

Do you feel something that your mind thought it's different?

If I were you, Yes, I'm just like you, writing, reading, seeing and feeling.

I make my own consep and write it on paper to show to people, so they know what life is I am doing all along this time.

I make you wondering a little pieces of my life, and I'm just like you.

Yesterday

Still the same. This town I used to lived has already changed. It's not like what I used to know.

Another Pricks, just got their self together and gathering to wait their last breath.

It's just another bullet proof that everybody has to show to the others.

Now, It's time to quit and leave, not living, not even killing, but I do want to ask, want to kiss.

Do you know something about living a life together in love and peace?

Do you know that I always want to kiss you with my deepest increatition love?

Do you know that I will always ask you so many thing to make my eyes stay awake to watch you?

First I don't know to do, and I don't know I can't be better, nor as good as you.

But to leave a lie, we must lie, to leave a life, we must life, and to life, we must leave.

Sound's good to hear, the melody, always can fill everything.

It's just a sudden of a Live Introduction.

"Do you remember, the first time we met? When I look at your eyes and say 'Hi'! I just never know what's happening to us, and from that time, I never knew about what's going to happen next? I'm just extremely glad to see you, and filling my time to do what I do back then, I never wondering about what next, never wondering about what comes after this. I just take my time to know you, and be good to you. I'm satisfied. That time I didn't knew the next time, so another day has passed, time by time, I'm just doing what I've done day by day, made me know about things that were happening. I saw so many things, so many sign, and I passed so many hours and times. I never change, I knew that for sure. Problems by problems happening to us, trouble by trouble, things by things, it also made me know about one thing that everybody always felt, Yesterday. That everybody will always love yesterday, no matter they believe it, nor the relize it, no matter they know and stick on it, nor they regret it. It brings them to their deepest memory, they imagine their live back then, they love it so much. Yesterday is just a Yesterday. It'll never change, it can't be refund or repeat anymore, it means, we're stuck in a root of the game that was made by yesterday. It's for me and for you, you and your heart, you and your soul. As I told you, it makes me learn, learn about Yesterday. We normally glad about Yesterday, Yesterday that has 3 roots to makes us feel better, makes us love. Trouble, we have no problems yesterday, it seems so far away from our life. It makes us want to, Leave. We make a story, we do lie, we want to leave our life, life that we feel shouldn't belong to us, leave a lie and leave a life. Then we'll know, leaving brings us to Regretness. Nobody is like you, you're the only one who feeling down, you regret your life, feeling alone, feeling trouble, and always love Yesterday. It won't happen to someone who has no trouble, but we have trouble, everybody has their own trouble. We are same, same and ashamed, we just feel different. We gain more life, gain more money, gain more games, gain more things, we do our life to earn, we are same."

"I'm Tired, yes I'm tired. You're tired, they're tired, we're tired. For all along this time, we do our life just to become the most tired people on earth. We're compete to be one, to be the most tired one. Do you think that I'm a lier? Do you feel what I feel? I always want to ask you, and I always want to kiss you, I'm a weak person, and I know that I always need your hug, I always want to be with you, I always want you to hug me, I'm weak. No matter what we are, what we feel like, what we look like, we always love yesterday. The thing is, that we stuck in a root, or just stand still. People sad, other side people glad. People rich is glad, and also sad, people poor just the same. nothing is different, and nothing is gonna change it, because it's a bullet, a bullet to prove what I told you. We stop when we hurt, we quit when we're bored. I see you, I always see you, it makes me feel better, I like you, I always like you, and I don't know how could I tell you so many thing if I didn't even know you, if I never met you. I always want to see you, see your face, see you smile, see you laugh, I can stand all the time just to watch you, watch you sleep, watch your back, listen to you, hear your voice. I better talk and share with you than have to make love with you, I'm glad I can hold you, I can see you, hear you and feel you. I even love to see you angry to me, when you turn your face away from me, I just feel that I can keep to watch your back.You give me a passion, a little patience to pass my Yesterday. You open my eyes to know what live is, you share the love to make me life, you make me leave my life, you make me loving your life, loving a life. You give your music to my heart, you tell me your song, the beautiful melody of yours, the wonderful note of rythm. You show me my life with your music to pass the Yesterday, to leaving the Yesterday, to throw the Yesterday away, to forget my regretness of today. You always make me feel to stay where I am now, to do what I do now, to say what I'm saying today. You make me learn about Yesterday, to fill my life with Passion of a little Patience, fill my life with loving to live, fill my life with leaving the Yesterday, and doing what today. You tell me that live is a music, that our life is a Beautiful Melody of Music. A rythm of a song, a note of a sound. That is everybody, everybody is a music, their life is a music, and you tell me how you fill your day with how you make your music to your life. I love you, I always love you, and it's a Live Introduction for me, for you or even for us. For doing a Passion of a little Patience, for Loving and Living, and for a Beautiful Music of Live."

Not a big deal...

You'll know more when you're trying to stop, this will continue later...

See you...

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Hello Everybody...

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I'm Peter Shaw Lydhanson, known as "write to save"

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